And that is why you and I will never be anything but those few months that you stung me along to entertain yourself. Bella might not be blood but I love her like she is, just in the same way any person loves another who isn't blood. By your definition mother and father shouldn't love because they're not blood.
[He moved closer]
You don't love me, you never did. I was just a toy to you, one you would drop the moment someone better came along. It's the only reason things were the way between us for so long, because nothing could happen. If we'd ever taken the next step you would have grow bored and left me. I don't want you, and the only way I might need you is as my friend, but nothing more.
I think I know my own heart and you're as bad as he is, and for the record, you're not the same person. You gave me attention and made me feel wanted, he gave me love and made me feel safe. I wanted a family with him, a house, a dog, that's the kind of man I am.
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Date: 2012-02-16 09:52 am (UTC)And that is why you and I will never be anything but those few months that you stung me along to entertain yourself. Bella might not be blood but I love her like she is, just in the same way any person loves another who isn't blood. By your definition mother and father shouldn't love because they're not blood.
[He moved closer]
You don't love me, you never did. I was just a toy to you, one you would drop the moment someone better came along. It's the only reason things were the way between us for so long, because nothing could happen. If we'd ever taken the next step you would have grow bored and left me. I don't want you, and the only way I might need you is as my friend, but nothing more.
I think I know my own heart and you're as bad as he is, and for the record, you're not the same person. You gave me attention and made me feel wanted, he gave me love and made me feel safe. I wanted a family with him, a house, a dog, that's the kind of man I am.