“How? We’re divorced. Is that not enough? What about your suicide attempt, you died; you got your wish to release me of our marriage bonds --- with your death. Right now I am in no way been unfaithful to you, we are not even together.”
As he dressed Mac spoke, his voice tight and clipped.
“I’m not fucking Selene any more than I am fucking you. You throw this around like its something meaningless, and maybe that is why you can’t have it in our lives. Christ, Al, she loves me. I can’t even tell her I love her because I love you. You have everything she wants, the child. The house. The husband. Me. And she’s ready to lower herself so I can have you if she can still share me with you. You’re threatened by that?”
By the time he finished he had to lower his voice. He didn’t want to yell. Wake Bella. Or hurt Al with a raised voice.
“You can’t live without me either. We’ll both be a fucking mess if you make me stay away.”
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Date: 2012-02-21 11:20 pm (UTC)“How? We’re divorced. Is that not enough? What about your suicide attempt, you died; you got your wish to release me of our marriage bonds --- with your death. Right now I am in no way been unfaithful to you, we are not even together.”
As he dressed Mac spoke, his voice tight and clipped.
“I’m not fucking Selene any more than I am fucking you. You throw this around like its something meaningless, and maybe that is why you can’t have it in our lives. Christ, Al, she loves me. I can’t even tell her I love her because I love you. You have everything she wants, the child. The house. The husband. Me. And she’s ready to lower herself so I can have you if she can still share me with you. You’re threatened by that?”
By the time he finished he had to lower his voice. He didn’t want to yell. Wake Bella. Or hurt Al with a raised voice.
“You can’t live without me either. We’ll both be a fucking mess if you make me stay away.”